HK left for San Diego yesterday. He will be there for two weeks for work. My mom will be here this week for a visit. It's nice to have her company, especially while HK is away. I will see HK this weekend and may stay with him for part of these two weeks, but please pray for me to stay centered without him home every night.
It's easy for me to get overwhelmed by my emotions right now--I am often unbearably afraid, lonely, sad, and despairing. All of this is normal for a mother who has lost a child. So I inch along, one thing at a time. But I have good times, too. I just never know how I will be feeling one moment to the next.
I'm looking forward to doing some fun things with my mom while she is here. Please pray for us to have a good visit.
Also, please pray for safety and blessing for all of us during this time. And that God will continue to provide for our financial and medical needs and for wisdom and guidance as we research our insurance options.
little feet and loving hands
Toby, you are part of our family and we will love you forever.
